Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

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Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 09, 2009, 03:10:32 PM
Do any of you guys ever see things like in the video below and actually get ANGRY with Michael??? Since Michael's "Death" i've been taking a lot of interest in PP&B (Prince,Prince & Blanket) and when I see things like the scene in this video with Paris clutching on to that crown for dear life as she and her brothers walk up to the casket, I get sooo upset with Michael for doing this. Of course when (if)  he comes back i'll welcome him with open arms, but as of now...i'm very upset. And even if he is dead. How could he be so damn STUPID? How could he let an addiction get in the way of his duties of being a father?!?!?! UGH. Maybe this is just a stage of grief that I have to go through. Sometimes it's just so hard.  :oops:  :x
[youtube:3bequtgj]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VPwl2Jnnzc[/youtube:3bequtgj]
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 09, 2009, 03:18:43 PM
I recite daily too gott Michael this done and his do not live thereby lost!
I know how it is, one must it also wut if one is thoughts what if he is deadly .... gott I am afraid am also furious before pain/fear
michael we think everything with open poor ones if this man back ...... was, nevertheless, heard I act, to ;)
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 09, 2009, 03:25:33 PM
Quote from: "Jamiee"
Do any of you guys ever see things like in the video below and actually get ANGRY with Michael??? Since Michael's "Death" i've been taking a lot of interest in PP&B (Prince,Prince & Blanket) and when I see things like the scene in this video with Paris clutching on to that crown for dear life as she and her brothers walk up to the casket, I get sooo upset with Michael for doing this. Of course when (if)  he comes back i'll welcome him with open arms, but as of now...i'm very upset. And even if he is dead. How could he be so damn STUPID? How could he let an addiction get in the way of his duties of being a father?!?!?! UGH. Maybe this is just a stage of grief that I have to go through. Sometimes it's just so hard.  :oops:  :x
[youtube:3a017l8f]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VPwl2Jnnzc[/youtube:3a017l8f]


I understand where you're coming from, I also have those feelings sometimes but i'm sure MJ knows what he's doing.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 09, 2009, 03:30:04 PM
I must be having a pessimist kind of day because when I watched the video all I could notice was how Paris was looking at the book and then noticed that the casket had arrived and closed it.  I didn't see any real expression on her face except that it looked like she was bored there.  Again I will say that maybe I am just flustered today and will see things differently tomorrow.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 10, 2009, 07:45:54 AM
I know I have been grieving the last few months, because I'm not completely convinced this is a hoax, and right now I think I'm in the angry stage.  I find myself shouting out sometimes, "how could you be so stupid to orphan your children?!"  Then I feel bad for saying it. :(  Then I remind myself that he didn't really die.  This hasn't been an easy road, and I just wish we knew for certain that he's alive.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 10, 2009, 07:53:57 AM
I never been angry with him. Dead or alive I can´t be angry with him. He did what he had to do and I trust him.
Why are you grieving? He´s not dead, remember.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 10, 2009, 08:12:16 AM
Thing is we do not know why he has done the hoax-we can only guess the different reasons but if he has am sure he will have explained to the children exactly why this had to be done and what he expected of them-maybe a sort of play acting. The alternative is if he is in fact dead then he will not be the only one ever to have taken risks with his life and left his children orphans, he isn't the first and by far he will not be the last. We all have weaknesses and are capable of addiction and am sure individuals in that position will not for a minute consider the worst. Where do you draw the line though? Does it mean that every parent who is killed in a car crash who perhaps went a little fast were thinking they would leave their children orphans? how many of you smoke who are a parent? Do you ever consider you will get lung cancer or a dreadful lung disease through smoking and make your children orphans? There are many more scenarios which could be avoidable that would orphan children. I understand the anger but where do you draw the line?
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 10, 2009, 09:02:27 AM
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Thing is we do not know why he has done the hoax-we can only guess the different reasons but if he has am sure he will have explained to the children exactly why this had to be done and what he expected of them-maybe a sort of play acting. The alternative is if he is in fact dead then he will not be the only one ever to have taken risks with his life and left his children orphans, he isn't the first and by far he will not be the last. We all have weaknesses and are capable of addiction and am sure individuals in that position will not for a minute consider the worst. Where do you draw the line though? Does it mean that every parent who is killed in a car crash who perhaps went a little fast were thinking they would leave their children orphans? how many of you smoke who are a parent? Do you ever consider you will get lung cancer or a dreadful lung disease through smoking and make your children orphans? There are many more scenarios which could be avoidable that would orphan children. I understand the anger but where do you draw the line?

Well said Harleyblonde, everyday we make reckless decisions, or take risks- not even once contemplating the possible outcome. Each and every one of us is susceptible to these dangers, so we have to stay unbiased and fair to Michael, because we do not yet know the premise behind his actions.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 11, 2009, 02:57:03 AM
Well I think having a third rate cardiologist, and not even an anesthesiologist, putting you to sleep every night with propofol is beyond normal reckless behavior.  Michael wasn't stupid, surely he knew how terribly risky this was...especially since he is the only parent to his children.  If he really killed himself this way, then heck yea I'm angry.  But hopefully this isn't true at all and my emotions are for naught.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 11, 2009, 04:06:32 AM
what makes you all think that he left his children. think about that.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: December 11, 2009, 06:18:15 AM
Like HarleyBlonde, I think if this is a hoax, and the children are prepared, putting a crown on an empty casket is not really traumatizing. It's just like playing in a movie.
I find it worse if he really died and they made the children do that to provide a lovely symbol fo the public.

Now if he really died, how do you know that he died because of the addiction ?
We only have Murray's word to think so. He is the one who told that Michael was asking for more, and everybody took it for granted. If Michael really died, he cannot tell the truth anymore.
Maybe the IV was only to rehydrate him and nutrish him and someone (Murray or some other guy present in the house) injected the drug to kill him. Haven't you ever thought about that ?
I was amazed at seeing everyone taking for granted that Michael was asking for more drugs when all we have to believe it is the version of the man who killed him.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 05:29:13 PM
I can honestly say I have NEVER been angry at Michael.
Whatever he did he has his reasons.
There is no way any one of us will ver understand what he has been through / is going through with this.
He is a human just like any of us and no one should have to live the life he did. Everyone deserves their privacy adn that was taken from him.
I have nothing but sympathy and love for Michael and that will never change.

I love you Michael... wherever you are. <3
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 07:18:52 PM
I had times when I felt like I hated his guts for dying on everyone who cared for him, family friends etc. but I knew it was irrational cause it's not like he killed himself or anything like that.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 07:25:16 PM
I totally understand what everyone is saying because i have thought and felt all these things.

Especially today when you hear about the kids...  i think..  Michael.. how could you have been so stupid as to leave your children like this and condemn them to the unhappy childhood that YOU so vehemently tried to avoid for them.

I also agree that if MJ had took Propofol willingly.. i think.. WHY?  Michael, you were not stupid so why did you take that risk?  WHY??!

The i think of the other scenarious... MJ didnt take Propofol willingly....   :?

Its getting harder for me to believe in the hoax for me at the moment.  I feel i am disrespecting Michael for believing he would do this to his children and his fans.  To give all this pain out.
And even if we think that Paris is acting in that video, when she puts a crown on the casket...  would that not be traumatising for a child?  To be asked to act and lie at her fathers funeral???   Would MJ really encourage his children to be liars?

It all just breaks my heart wide open.

(yes i am having an off day.   :? )
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 07:28:41 PM
I am not angry with Michael i am angry at how he was treated
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 07:41:23 PM
I feel even more angry at how he was treated for the past 10 years than the death sometimes.  I'm really in the middle with the hoax, I don't believe he would do this to his kids and the fans cause he knows how much he means to them.  But if he did do it, it's for a good reason.  I don't know if it's my denial or intuition keeping me numb or what, but I can no longer run in circles trying to figure out why I don't cry all the time like I thought I would cause it's mj, it's like the shock hasn't worn off like I don't want to believe it.  I cry over the death cause society says it happens, but I don't see someone dead when I see him, though sometimes I do, it's like he's full of life.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 08:26:08 PM
I understand i have felt angry before but NEVER at Michael just that the fact that whatever has happened it had to happen. I think of it like the old saying goes and I'm sure sum1 has posted it already "a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do" and this is surely what he may have had to do. If it's for his safety reasons you know then i can accept it that way i can't say I'm mad at him because if i had a walk in his shoes for just a day I probably wouldn't even make it i would have done it a long time ago :oops: ! I am more than sure that IF this is a hoax the kids know and are ready for what they have to do in all of this and this shows it :D .
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 10:39:17 PM
It is Ok if you are angry, people react differently to this trying situation.  If that is what it takes to make you feel better, than do it, get it off of your chest, scream if you have to.  Last night I just cried again and I must say I feel better and I am able to go forth again.  My mind and heart has been refreshed and once again I am able to go and jump head first back into all of this madness once again.  My genberal being keeps on saying, I need to know the truth.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 02, 2010, 10:41:33 PM
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I am not angry with Michael i am angry at how he was treated


exactly.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 03, 2010, 12:27:38 AM
I get angry. I do get angry. Not because of the hoax only, there are other stuffs... I am angry with him real many times. But why do i get angry? Cause i love him. He has the power to make me feel this way. I get so angry sometimes that i even find myself screaming "i hate you Michael!" (yeah i know many are getting mad at me now). I don't know why this happens. I throw away the magazines, photos etc of his. I lock myself up in a dark room and scream and cry, cry out loud. Then again i feel a bit normal and look at his eyes and whisper "i can never hate you, i can never get angry with you, no matter how much i try."... This just happened yesterday. I can't explain it. I just get so irritated and frustrated, desperate sometimes. And i feel guilty. My friend says anger has been always the expression of my love so i should not worry because the one who i get most angry with is Michael, lol.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 03, 2010, 01:24:57 AM
I have been suffering from this for a long time but I can never hate him though I feel like it sometimes.  A few weeks after the death this was happening and I felt so guilty cause I was like, he was murdered and it's not his fault, I felt angry with him for selfish reasons cause I wanted things my way, the truth is, I was angry at myself for not going out of my way to show him I loved him.  I've been angry for years about the allegations, I used to feel like it was his fault he got accused again but I've let go of that now.  I prayed so hard for this man for those two years of hell and cried so much for him and his kids, it drained me, I got even more depressed, I defended him, I took bullets for him.  I had performed to him and everyone thought I was so cool for it, but one time someone made a boys joke about him that complimented me, I cried all night when I watched the tape on playback though I didn't hear it while up there.  After it was over, I stopped the defending even though I still believed in him cause I was tired.  I wanted my michael back, to come back and kick everyone's ass, maybe we killed him, I wish there was no this is it.  It hurt me so much they did this to him when he hasn't done anything to anyone.  Sometimes I wanted to just back away cause I felt like loving him hurt too much cause I saw my own pain through him and couldn't help it, in a lot of ways, he was like a mirror to me.  But no matter what happened, if anyone called him a child molester or pedophile, my stomach would turn and I would go all quiet shunning them away and end up crying and crying and crying so hard wonder how in the hell anyone can do this to him and call him that, and get so mad that the media helped play a part in it.  I even hate how with all the overexposure michael is getting, I would look at all the images and be reminded of all the name calling, insults, sad feelings etc. from over the years and get mad at these things playing over in my head and tell them to go away, it sickens me that society did this to him and ruined him for me.  I love him so much, he has inspired me so much, helped me learn about myself and I want to tell everyone and kept it up for a long time but it eventually drained me out cause I'm very shy, insecure, too sensitive, defensive and it's almost like being in a relationship sometimes with a cycle.  It's like I'm allowed to get mad at him but if anyone else insults him like that, I hate their guts and lose all respect for them.  When my dad wasn't around, michael's music got me through it, when school sucked, I got so hyper off watching mj and the thought of seeing him someday, it was magical when I was younger and saw clips of him being so sweet to kids, I wanted to be one of those kids, but now I feel like I freaking hate kids and don't trust anyone and I used to love neverland and hate everything about it now cause he almost lost his life despite all the assets.  But I love him so much and always will, and wherever he is, alive or dead, I hope he someday truly knows that and that if I had any hard feelings, it's cause I'm dealing with my own personal demons and too much has happened.
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 03, 2010, 04:32:03 PM
Nah.. not feelin it.. sorry but ive never been angry at him.

One look in them eyes and my heart melts.

Closest ive ever got was

"DAMN IT MICHAEL WHY DO I HAVE TO LOVE YOU SO FRIGGIN MCUH!!!??!!!!"  :evil:

haa.

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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 03, 2010, 04:51:19 PM
His eyes do that to me too, look at him and start crying, wanting to hug him so bad cause I accept him flaws and all.  I could relate to that beyonce song too
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 03, 2010, 04:54:16 PM
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His eyes do that to me too, look at him and start crying, wanting to hug him so bad cause I accept him flaws and all.  I could relate to that beyonce song too


Ohh yeah... hes human! No human is perfect but hes about as close as youre gona get so live with it! I do!  :D

Only bit i cant live with is him not being around....  :(  :evil:
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Re: Sometimes Michael makes me soo angry!! :(

  • on: March 03, 2010, 05:23:02 PM
I can't accept him being gone this way either, it really hurts, but feeling hopeful that he's alive is really helping me calm down now.  I have never been down over a human being the way I have with michael and I have never been in love with a human being practically all to myself (close to it) the way I have with michael.  So I know it's all for L.O.V.E. and I was there when things were bad, so it's real love.  And even when I felt angry, the tears would come and I wanted nothing more than to hug him and be with him.  Gosh I sound so obsessed, but no male has made me feel this way, it's going to be hard to find someone to measure up to him when I get mine :)
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