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This is my last post on this because I am extremely sensitive to this subject. Michael Jackson was ALWAYS trying to find where he fit in with the rest of the world. He just wanted to be like the rest of us. But his money, his talent, his love for people, wouldn’t let him. We loved him passionately and relentlessly. He wanted to be a part of us, but we made it impossible so much so that he feared what he loved most. Us. Why? You know the answer to that. Left alone with his fans, he would have been torn to shreds, literally. At Neverland, that fear was removed. He could let down the guards and go back to being the little child that was torn away from his mother much too soon. When it was in the news about him having children in his room, no one allowed up there, locks and secret rooms and da da da, it made perfect sense to me. Why not to everyone else? His gigantic bedroom oasis was the only space in the world that was “his” and his alone. This is where he brought his friends to play and watch videos and have sleep overs and eat popcorn and have pillow fights, away from the peering accusing eyes of those “adults” in the home with suspicious minds who didn’t understand that it wasn’t an eccentricity but normal. He was still a child at heart and in his mind. Children bring other children to their rooms to play. It was innocent. And to Michael, it was what was normal for him. Boys have male friends that they entertain in their rooms. Girls have friend girls who do the same. What’s the problem, unless one did not understand who Michael Jackson the human was? He said he was Peter Pan and I believe from all accounts that he really was. I wish someone had taken the iniatie to have him evaluated by someone who understood this so he would not be forced all his life to feel he was strange and not understand why. Can you imagine feeling you were different from everybody else but not be able to explain how or why to yourself or anyone else and no one putting a name or a reason to it? People calling you names and labeling you with all kinds of cruel tags like pedophile and whaco and eccentric and the list goes on and on. All of the pain Michael Jackson has suffered could have been circumvented had just one person taken the time to at least question that maybe, just maybe there’s a reason. But no one ever did. As long as he was making stupid money, groomed to appear the icon perfect in every respect, kept closely guarded, and still able to draw the masses why rattle the money tree? Wow. So sad. Anyway, lol, I went way off topic. This subject is just so fascinating to me and it really brings things full circle and makes me understand and appreciate the kinds struggles it must be for Michael or anyone with any kind of difference, to try to be what others have presented them to be when deep inside you are dying to be free to just be you. Puts a whole different spin on illusion.So in the wake of me opening my eyes, I wish Michael Jackson one safe place away from the monsters in the closet. The ones Joe scared him with mercilessly when he was just a baby. Do you think he forgot about them? Think again. The inner child never forgets. Even through his pain and his frustrations, thank God that he has so much love in his heart that it overcomes everything else in his life. Hopefully I have not said anything here to be taken as negative. :? Just something to think about in theory. I am always on a mission, searching for answers to why Michael felt so alone and misunderstood. Maybe even why he felt he had to go away, even if for just a little while. This is for Michael’s Neverland where he was free to be the real Peter Pan.[youtube:bl8aow9a]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-x_lGWTd3zE[/youtube:bl8aow9a]
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Quote from: "DancingTheDream"Double post. You are not allowed to view links. Register or LoginKaren Faye is in on this too. I put the links on the other thread that was posted first.Im quoting myself because no-one listens to me.