First of all, I'm so sorry to hear that you lost your job Applehead. But I'm sure that you will be finding a better one. And about the trial, I've always thought that there was going to be the trial, so there's nothing shocking or depressing for me. Actually as much as I watch the trial, ı believe MORE that Michael is alive. I can see how the witnesses' stories contradict with each other and I find very funny things like the proforol bottle inside the serum bag (sorry I forgot the name of it now), Kai went to the kitchen to cook just after she saw Murray in a panic, 32 stars in the seal etc. All of these are proofs that this is a big hoax. So, there's nothing we need to worry about. Calm down, take deep breaths and remember everything we have found during these 2 years. Do not watch the trial if you feel better. Because there're still things to be found out at the trial but we need to read btw the lines and these lines are too long and can be depressing for some of us. Believe and trust Michael. He is the BOSS and everything is under his control. 8-)