Am i The Only One That Does This When Its Sleep Time?

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Offline Miss.Peppers

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Am i The Only One That Does This When Its Sleep Time?

  • on: November 25, 2009, 06:52:31 PM
When ive had a bad day, or im really tired.. or any night really.... i hug my pillow and close my eyes and imagine Michael is with me.
Its not a sexual thing... i just imagine he is lying next to me and hugging me to sleep.

It feels so comforting.

I dont know whether i do this because of the grief i am feeling or what.

Am i the only one that does this?
Am i going slowly mad??

My avator picture is my favourite picture of Michael too.  xxxxx

He was gorgeous inside and out and i wish i had been his friend.  I would have been a true friend as im not materialistic and i would have been his friend for the person he is on the inside and nothing else.

 :oops:
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I don´t do as you. What you do is very sweet. Hugs.
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("Minkin güerveeeee")
Michael pls come back


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Quote from: "Gema"
I don´t do as you. What you do is very sweet. Hugs.


Thankyou   ((hugs))...  in fact have a (((michael hug)))  They are very good! x
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I wish I knew how those felt  ;) maybe warm and calming? maybe protective?

A hug is always welcome :*

Thanks for the hugs.
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("Minkin güerveeeee")
Michael pls come back


"Why a four-year-old child could understand this hoax. Run out and find me a four-year-old child. I can't make head nor tail out of it"

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That's very sweet...

Hugging my pillow is a sense of security for me. I also have a lot of teddy bears, so I cuddle with those.. I think of Michael all the time, but I can't think of him holding me... I usually just fall asleep, from being exhausted, or consumed in my endless thoughts.
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Quote from: "Miss.Peppers"
When ive had a bad day, or im really tired.. or any night really.... i hug my pillow and close my eyes and imagine Michael is with me.
Its not a sexual thing... i just imagine he is lying next to me and hugging me to sleep.

It feels so comforting.

I dont know whether i do this because of the grief i am feeling or what.

Am i the only one that does this?
Am i going slowly mad??

My avator picture is my favourite picture of Michael too.  xxxxx

He was gorgeous inside and out and i wish i had been his friend.  I would have been a true friend as im not materialistic and i would have been his friend for the person he is on the inside and nothing else.

 :oops:

I don't think you're going mad.  I think you do it out of love for Michael and it makes you feel maybe a little bit closer to him.  

I have a stuffed elephant I named "Michael."  My boyfriend bought it for me since he knows that I absolutely adore elephants and I kept him at the foot of my bed with other stuffed animals I have.  When Michael left in June I took to sleeping with the stuffed elephant.  I don't know why - I am 41- too old to sleep with toys, I think, but it makes me feel better.  I've cried so many tears for Michael while hugging this stuffed elephant.  I actually can't sleep with out it now.  You're not alone.  I fall asleep clutching my elephant wishing it could be Michael, like you with your pillow.  I think these acts are things we do to make ourselves feel better and I don't think there is anything wrong with it.  

Keep the faith, girl.  Michael will be back.  Believe.  

Hugs to you.
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I also sleep with a stuffed animal! a polar bear!  :D
His name is BEAR  :P
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Michael pls come back


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Quote from: "Gema"
I also sleep with a stuffed animal! a polar bear!  :D
His name is BEAR  :P

I always sleep with an "I love you" pillow in the shape of a heart! :D

I'm not doing what you do but it really sounds so sweet!
I do think really hard of michael when I'm scared or alone in the dark, in some sort of way I feel unbreakable when I think of him, like his major love will protect me
(does that sounds stupid? :oops: )
Everytime when I walk in the dark outside, I have michael singing in my ear, through my phone offcourse haha, but it's like he takes my fears away and I feel like no one can toutch me! It's a nice feeling, since I am really afraid of the dark cause of things happend to me in the past :)
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I sleep with my dog,my Rattatoulle bear and a t shirt from my beloved Michael. :lol:
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Hehe, we all need some extra protection ;)

I also sleep with the rable lamp on  :oops:

Aaawwww, I need to overcome my fears!
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("Minkin güerveeeee")
Michael pls come back


"Why a four-year-old child could understand this hoax. Run out and find me a four-year-old child. I can't make head nor tail out of it"

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I do what you do too, when I try to fall asleep and I'm on my side I imagine Michael laying next to me and hugging me or holding me until I fall asleep it's such a nice feeling :D
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Last thing I do before de light goes out is say goodbay to Michael's poster and sometimes I even kiss the poster ....  :oops:  :lol:
It gives me a very good feeling!!!

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I fall asleep  while listening Michael. I just put on my earphones and iPod and listen to him. When I wake up in the morning, first thing I hear is Michael, still singing in my earphones.
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yeah we all need to cling into something, june 26 I bought a flowerhorn fish and named it michael. I have never felt so empty for the past 20 years since I became an MJ fan but now I feel incomplete. :cry:
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I always imagine Michael is with me too..holding me as I fall asleep..It is a comfort thing..Did you ever see City of Angels?? Where Nicolas Cage who plays the angel holds Meg Ryan at night until she falls asleep..I love that movie..x
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I listen to him on my iPod before I go to sleep. After a few songs, or a lot of songs, I put my iPod away, turn off the light, and do what you do - close my eyes, hug my pillow, imagine Michael is holding me, and sometimes talk to him, and to God.
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oh boy i do that too!!! and some people know that, lol! i hole my pillow so tight as i'm hugging someone so if someone sees me like that they get it. i too do it when i have had a bad day or when i miss Michael just so much!! so yes, i have to do it almost every night... i know the feeling, it makes you feel comfortable and you feel like he's really there... i sometimes wonder if he too is feeling it right now! so it's not only you whose going crazy!  :D

i have a teddy bear too and his name is BUBBLES  :) sometimes i hold him and cry at night, i don't know what it is but i feel like i and bubbles are crying together for Michael.. oh i miss him so much. i wish i could hug him right now, i won't ever let him go! :'(
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There's nothing strange or unnatural about that honey.  I do the same.  I am 38 years old and when I go to bed at night I lay on my side and hug my pillow and imagine that I am hugging Michael.  I always say "goodnight" to him in my head before I try to sleep.  I take comfort in imagining that he is lying next to me and I am cuddling him.

It makes me feel so much better and close to him.  :)

Nobody should feel bad about doing this.  It's a personal thing.  Anything which makes us feel close to Michael is nothing but beautiful.  ;)
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Offline mumof3

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Isaid before that micheal is like a secuity blanket he always. Has been when you thhink about it
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I also sleep in a Michael T-Shirt.
Sometimes I listen to him reading the "Planet Earth" poem before I sleep, cause his voice really calms me.
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Quote from: "Gema"
I wish I knew how those felt  ;) maybe warm and calming? maybe protective?

A hug is always welcome :*

Thanks for the hugs.

Everything that a hug should be and more.
Not one of them half-hearted side on hugs you get these days. Proper hug. Proper emotion. Love.
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