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Guys..At this point of time I really dont know where us hoaxsters are headed. With the Murray surrender news spreading all over....I dunno waht tomorrow will bring. On a very personal note, I'd hate to see this forum get shattered in case Murray REALLY turns himself in and MJ doesnt show up. Man that would be disappointing to say the least.Right now, I'd ike to say that our faith is hanging in the balance.....So many conflicting stories throughout the day....Only to make matters worse. No doubt the stress levels have shot up for our fellow members.....This has truly been an emotional rollercoaster ride for all of us.I was a regualar a t the MJHD chatroom before it crashed.....I lurked around this forum for quite a while and then decided to join it. Right from the awful shock on that fateful day (June 25th) to the emergence of discrepancies to the creation of the original MJHD....the memorial, the funeral,....This Is It release.....MJHD crashing....Creation of the new forums....The mysterious TIAI redirects....The VMAs....AMAs....till the Grammys...It has been a looonnngg journey for all of us here.....Endless speculations regading what could've happened....The steep rise in Hope amongst all of us before EVERY AWARD CEREMONY THAT THI S WOULD BE THE BAM MOMENT.....MJ WOULD SHOW UP.....Only to end with disappointment.I guess we have done more investigation than the LAPD in the past 7 months.....And IMO Judgement Day isnt far.....Because now people have really started askig questions. Things have begun to get suspicious as MUrray has been off the radar for quite sometime now....I admire his disappearing antics....Looks like lurking in the shadows is a favorite passtime of his.. :lol: I can only wish all of us best of luck.....Who knows what will happen tomorrow...Maybe MJ is GONNA show up .....Maybe he wont....I'm keeping my fingers crossed.My eyes are sore after keeping vigil for 7 months....I'm going to bed....Hope to see Michael "Ghost" Jackson tomorrow morning.....I want him back real back.Good Luck. :?
I can relate 100% to what you're saying. For me personally, it has been a constant struggle to even participate in "real life" because my mind is so preoccupied with all of this. I don't know how I've managed to keep my grades up in college, or to get to work on time everyday. I'm surprised that I haven't had a serious mental breakdown to be honest. I've always suffered from anxiety disorders, and this has caused it to act up. But at the same time, it has opened my eyes to SO MANY THINGS about the world and about myself. I feel like an entirely different person than I was just 7 months ago. No matter the result of all of this, we have all learned so many lessons. Whether it was a plan by Michael himself or just his fate, maybe we will never know (although I hope we do), but it doesn't change the fact that Michael Jackson was put here to change the world...and that's exactly what he's done. "I can't do it by myself" - he has all of us behind him and we're learning to see and think differently. It has been a headache, that is for sure. But a beautiful one. My grandma always said "Beauty Pains!", that's what this makes me think of. This whole thing has been so incredibly painful. But SO beautiful and awakening. No matter the outcome, none of this will have been pointless.
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